MOVING DAY

Last minute moments kaleidoscope 
into themselves 
until every “one more” 
conjoins into the first: 
the look-back at the Garden, 
the hand-pat on the tomb,

and time rejects its own passage,
it folds into itself: 
liability and mercy have always been
inseparable, vulnerabilities
that hold themselves against themselves—
that hold, even when the tide goes out.  

By Heidi Turner

OBSCURE HOLIDAY

It’s like the calendar took the hint 
and gave us a thousand little liturgies 
stolen from the internet: 
hugging, hats, boys, girls, trans visibility, 
cheese lovers, pizza, margarita, 
puppies, siblings, denim, May the Fourth, 
Limerick, demo, donuts, candy, and kindness;
I think the online knows there’s too much gray
between Christmas and Christmas. 

By Heidi Turner

NEWS CYCLE

The headlines are standing-room only;
I imagine being contained between the lines, 
the block text guillotine with its invisible judges
deciding what name, what face is tragic 
and who will endure the double-death,
whose blessed memory will burn, 
anonymous injustices forced through the cracks.

By Heidi Turner

IRON HEART

Does the past take root in our souls
or does it lay like a crypt on my chest, 
an unholy memorial, a broken construction? 

Does the past live in our bodies 
or is the past the Reaper 
coming at the harvest?  

And is the past the very blood
Spilling even now, iron formed 
in the hearts of stars 
that have already died and gone dark? 

By Heidi Turner

RECKONING

 

It will have to rain 
for another one hundred years 
to wash the taste of the blood 
out of the earth 

the dead will rise first 
and the living will wonder why 
they themselves are so pale 
at the sight of the Rider in white 

and for every injustice there will be 
a tablespoon of gold-leaf water 
for the living to drink, 
drowning in justice for the dead. 

By Heidi Turner

PLURIBUS, PLURIBUS, PLURIBUS

More than forty-seven thousand miles
of freeways that lead to nowhere, 
military telescopes for blind eyes turned upward
in worship of empires constructed 
on the bones of the dead,
huddled masses chained together.

 We built roads to everywhere, 
we call ourselves the crossroads,  
and we do our best to forget: 
Rome will always burn.

By Heidi Turner

LIBERTY

Why did I send you to those far away beaches? 
What did I tell you that led to the charge? 
How did I hold you when you died? 
And if you did not, and if I’ve forgotten the why’s, 
I have never forgotten the way that you won,
never seen sunrise without remembering
the way you looked back as you said goodbye. 

By Heidi Turner

INSIGNIFICANT

Our alternate futures twist 
around themselves, 
converge on nothing-moments, 
become new stories even in the telling:  

I kissed you today;
it will be our wedding tomorrow;
we never spoke;
you are the scar on my trust;

 and even so, in every timeline, 
we lock eyes in Walmart
on November 15, 2014, 
every single one but this.  

By Heidi Turner

MAY THE FOURTH

Between the multibillion-dollar marriages,
the artificial magic and the never-ending hashtags
and the unhappy joyful, the grieving believers, 
the mouth sounds we make by instinct, 
the subtle hand-wave at the supermarket, 
the generational sagas we tell to our parents 
and the self-same we tell to our children, 
I’m always home in that other galaxy, 
where I belong in that long-ago moment.

By Heidi Turner