This is a post for me to remind me why I do what I do, but I hope at least some of the items strike a chord in the other artists out there. Keep doing the thing!
- I do have some natural talent, and pretending I don’t wouldn’t be wise (pretending would be to lie out of false humility—which is only ever caused by pride). As a person of faith, I’m pretty well aware of what a bad idea it is to bury a talent in the ground.
- Speaking of faith, writing has always felt like the safest place to explore tensions between what I believe and what I see, what is real and what appears to matter so much.
- Good writing unites movies and books and theatre, and I’ve always loved these things. It makes sense to dig into the things I love.
- If I can't motivate myself to write and practice when there's a small audience, I'll be more subject to analysis paralysis if there ever is a larger audience.
- It's my job in life to show up and give it my all, not to produce results. Therefore I have to show up on Mondays and Fridays on the internet and the other days of the week on my hard drive.
- I'm okay at saying things, and can take the time to write them well without anyone (except Bailey Brown, who reads dozens of drafts) knowing how much progress there was.
- This is a messy, messy world and we need to re-see justice, and t.v. shows, and trees. I don't know if I'll ever show these things well, but I can give it a shot.
- There are writers who's work feels like it's spoken for me and voiced the secret words hidden in my heart. I'd love to do that someday.
- I can't make my legacy last. What I can do is build one.
- Why not? I like doing it 90% of the time.